VIRTUAL SENIOR SHOW: Nungrutai/หนึ่งฤทัย
I’m nearing one end, and other ends have been affecting me as well.
It can sometimes be difficult to open up after having gone through trauma.
From childhood to recently, it feels all connected. The way I mourn, the way I value, the amount which I love. The way my heart breaks so deeply because of losing those I’ve loved the most. The way I try to desperately figure out and look for what I’ve done wrong. The way I would forgive or try to understand and why. The way I simply feel things as they happen or throughout time.
I would like to express a story of feelings, moods, senses. Deep anguish, despair, moving, stillness, hurt, the feeling of being alone, being eroded, discarded, emptiness, sensing, acceptance. Thoughts, truths, contexts, ideas or personal expression. Feeling where I damaged myself, where others damaged me. The situations I had been through in my childhood. What I’ve let go of, even if temporarily. Trying to break habits. Trying to create and have better, healthier ones instead. Trying to live. Wanting peace so bad. Wishing for comfort. Wishing for things to be okay. It’s been hard to chase my dreams during the COVID-19 pandemic too. But I would like to try to show the world myself again and keep it up.
I want to express a feeling throughout that communicates an atmosphere or mood that feels personal, and can feel different kinds or levels of heaviness. I hope that expressing myself and my story of feelings through these pieces will be a good step.
Title: "memory/love"
Medium: Canon EOS Rebel TF5
Year: 2021
Title: "somewhere/a dream"
Medium: Canon EOS Rebel TF5
Year: 2020
Title: "feeling/blur"
Medium: Canon EOS Rebel TF5
Year: 2020
Title: "through the wind/a light"
Medium: Canon EOS Rebel TF5
Year: 2020
Title: "cover"
Medium: Canon EOS Rebel TF5
Year: 2020
Title: "self"
Medium: Canon EOS Rebel TF5
Year: 2020
Title: "journey/across"
Medium: Linoleum block print on Japanese kozo paper
Year: 2021
Title: "shell"
Medium: Linoleum block print on Japanese kozo paper
Year: 2021
Title: "in the busy, sweet summer"
Medium: Gouache on paper
Year: 2021
Description:
these moments
Life is so precious
Title: "river"
Medium: Canon EOS Rebel TF5
Year: 2020
Title: "another journey"
Medium: Linoleum block print on Japanese kozo paper
Year: 2021
Title: "I miss… i miss..."
Medium: Canon EOS Rebel TF5
Year: 2020